When does enough become enough?

The title of this means nothing, I am just bored and want to write, jesus christ the past few days ahve been weird and surreal and manic, I have been weird, surreal and manic lol. You start to see many people in different ways both good and bad, you can start to miss people for all the wrong reasons and yet resent others for all the right reasons. I have people in my life, both some I want in it and others that could easily be forgotten without tears. Faith is easily lost and gained so fast these days. At one point do you realise that there is more but yet nothing can be said? What does that even mean? I have no idea what I am talking about and I am not even smoking anything lol.
My head is up my own arse recently. Ever been were you have no idea what your looking for and then you find it and its within your grasp yet is also untouchable? Oh my me!
Been spending a lot a lot a lot of time with Lois Lane lately, I love her so much, she is irreplaceable (or however its spelt)... I could never imagine her not being there, I love laughing with her. Her smile is infectious.
Had a dream about Jean Claude Anderson the other day, dreamt that he told me he loved me and then told me he was dying all in the same sentance,,,, I woke up so angry at hima nd had no idea why till later on in the day and then it came to me and I remembered, I actually apologised to him, and then shouted at him for keeping "his dying" from me lol....... lucky for me he understood me craziness and laughed.
My home life is still unsatisfying but getting better, hey I aint complaining though, thats life, who's home life is satisfying?? Haha. Been watching a lot of movies recently, old movies, its been fantabulous,,,
Also I know of this person who has the reputation of being real smart and intelligent, well I recently learned that everything she says are other peoples works and words, and maybe only 10% are her own thoughts,,, this annoys me so badly, why do people nowadays feel the need to do things like this just to impress people,,,, its not clever and when they are found out if anything its just fucking embaressing.
Jean Claude is playing some fighting game now, its pretty cool to watch actually, I like to see him do these things, he is pretty cool and I am so proud of the person he is, I am proud to let everyone know he is my friend, Lois Lane is also on her laptop now, she is so cute, just sat there, typing and reading, twiddling her haor in her fingers, and of course Jack Napier is playing awesome mixes of music keeping us all entertained while he is also on his pc......
Thats what I love about these people, we are all on our pc's doing our own thing, not having the need to talk about crap to eachother just to break silences,,, its just comfortable, I almost ask myself, what did I do to deserve these guys in my life, they have improved it in so many ways and will never know exactly how much.
I am going to watch Superman the series now, to rid myself of the dirtyness that the new movie Superman Returns made me feel,,,,, I am sorry Jean Claude but I still truly believe it sucked donkey dick, but you did change my mind on Daniel Craig hehehehe.
Goodnight and Big Balls.
Toodlepip