A Guardian Muse?

He told me that when certains times come when I think I am falling, instead, paint, dance, draw and write. He was right.

I have a good friend who even though we do not know each other that well, we do know each other quite personally on some degree/level. When we talk it's very very rarely "How's the weather?" type chats. They are usually most always meaningful and about things that matter.

He was right, he was honest, not knowing my own future he could have possibly just saved me. He'll never know, it will always always be hard for him to believe, on msn , it's just words. I understand that. Either way, without being all dramatic, he managed something no one else could. Never before have I met someone who goes into a friendship without an agenda. For him there is no agenda, he is just simply a nice person who wants to be treated with honesty and respect and in return he gives it back. What more can a person ask for? His passion for life, his honesty with people, his innocent and pure intentions has give me faith in not just humanity but myself. If ever in life he needed anything from a friend who also needed nothing in return I would easily be there. I will never ever know how to thank him. I wish I knew how though.

Anyway, serious bit over, just a quick catch up now before I go to bed and be able to sleep haha.
Okay lets see, since we last spoke what has happened? Hmmmm, ah yes
Jean Claude Anderson and Jack Napier's house burned down in a fire, Jack Napier and Lois Lane found their own place and are now living happily ever after.
MJ somehow had managed to convince me not only I am a Twilight fan (ssshhhh) but I also want and need a doggie in my life, which I am getting shortly.
Ma'Kev came through with a muuch needed package for me for which I will be forever indebted.
Ooh ooh oooh, something happened that I thought never would in my lifetime, I got to see a Charlie Chaplin movie on the big screen, the film club in Drammen showed it, it was brilliant, sat there with 9 other people watching this outstanding extraordinary black and white film with every emotion capable. Fantastic.

Of course I have to give a quick mention without boring whoever is reading this, a year has passed, it's now been 12 month and 3 days since we lost him. Michael Joseph Jackson, our Peter Pan, our gift from a higher being. How fast it has gone and the heavy ache is still as strong,
Forever he will be miss and never will be forgotten. Goodnight Little Prince.

Well enough for now as thoughts can sometimes be too heavy to be aired online for the world to read especially when can not be understood by the author.
Goodnight and toodlepip.